Gathering my thoughts.

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I’m feeling like I have a lot to catch up on today… The long weekend may have done more harm than good. I’m not complaining, I’m just saying that in life, I need as much time to focus as possible. I haven’t posted anything since Saturday; I had over 200 work emails this morning; I have three presentations/trainings to give this week; and about a million deadlines to meet! Not to mention a trip to prepare for (yay!).

So in a (sad) attempt to gather my thoughts after the long weekend… here it goes:

– The girly-ness that is now me (thanks BF, thanks). I never used to be girly. I was the girl without the emotional attachments. I didn’t want anything serious and I always grew tired of the other and got rid of them. Not so much anymore. BF has changed things. How, you ask? Well, I watch (some) chick flicks now. It’s horrible. I cry. He asked me if I want to watch Bride Wars the other night (yes, HE offerred to watch!). I cried. WAY TOO hard. For real. I don’t even want a big wedding. And. I. Bawled. But yes, I said “I don’t even want a big wedding,” meaning, I want one. Just not a big one (other HUGE thing he changed – I never wanted to get married. EVER.).

– Speaking of girly. John & Kate Plus 8. I can’t help it. People hate them (BF hates them). But I love them. I think the children are adorable. But this season is (already) tearing me apart! They CANNOT get divorced! And I refuse to believe that either one of them cheated.

– Work is dragging me down. BIG time. They “released” someone of their duties last week (AKA fired them) and now I feel like I’ll be even more overloaded with work. BLAH! That’s not what’s supposed to happen. WTF.

– Just gotta make it to the weekend. Then fun, sun, rafting and BF! 🙂